SATSANG 3. JEAN LUC AYOUN. QUEBEC. DECEMBER 4, 2019. TESTIMONIES, QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS. ENGLISH TRANSLATION

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SATSANG 3. JEAN LUC AYOUN. QUEBEC. DECEMBER 4, 2019. TESTIMONIES, QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS.

So who's throwing the issue, I have a written question, so I'll start with that one, if you don't mind, I'll read it myself.
It's a sister who's not here, I believe, who's asking the next question.

-Sister: What are the consequences, in the plan of the Light, for a person who has undergone electric shocks, which make one forget the unbearable sufferings? How can the person live Agape, and feel this Love in his heart and recognize himself? Is there permanent damage to the brain? If there is no more suffering, can there be no more Joy? The goal of these shocks is to no longer feel the suffering and make us forget the past. Thanks for the light.

Then, the first thing of course that comes is that this sister asks: how can the person live Agape. But it is never the person who lives Agape, it is precisely when there is no one left, when you have put your character in the background, and you have given way to Agape.

It has been well said, it is not the person who lives Agape, it happens through the person, but it never comes from the person, since it is a recognition of our eternity, and a living of the Fire of the Sacred Heart, Agape if you prefer, but it is never linked to the person.

So there is already, in this sister's question, a somewhat abnormal position, because she thinks that her person will be able to live Agape. Now it is precisely the disappearance of the person, at a given moment, for one reason or another, it can indeed happen, we know, after a great shock, a great suffering or a great joy, it is the moment when you disappear that Agape appears.

So there, you cannot retain Agape, you cannot seize him, you cannot make him yours, since that is what you are. You cannot hold yourself, in quotation marks.

So there, then the question of electric shocks, in general, well, it is in certain psychiatric pathologies that one does that, in the case of this sister, apparently, it is because of intense suffering, there is no link. There is no damage in the brain with electric shocks, there are indeed electric modifications that occur, but the circuits linked to what we have called the stars, that is to say all the connections that are made with the different circuits of reward and punishment, or at the level of the different behaviors of the cerebral zones at the level of the neocortex, do not prevent the Agape state.

So, I answer this sister that the fact of having undergone electric shocks is absolutely not an obstacle. The obstacle is always the person, always, always, always. So there are no techniques to live Agape, even if we use techniques without technique, it is just to deceive the mind and the character a little, but you know very well when you live it, we have had several testimonies that, when you live it, you live it naturally.

There is no more need to make these gestures, to repeat Agape, Phahame, it is there, you have recognized yourself and you can never lose yourself again. Afterwards, alchemy is done by itself, by the Intelligence of Light.

So there it is an error of positioning, in relation to this notion: the person wants to live Agape. But as long as the person wants to live Agape, he will not live it. Because the words that are used translate and betray the positioning of the person. The person wants to live Agape.

So of course for those who do not live it, it is also a tension, as Hildegarde Von Bingen said, towards abandonment to the Light, but there is something that has not yet been seen there. It is still the point of view of the person who thinks that he or she will be able to live Agape.

That's not possible. It's precisely in those moments when the character seems to disappear, for one reason or another, it can be, as Yves said in his testimony, the fact of looking at a simple flower, a bird, a plant, and taking someone in his arms, which gives or creates this breaking of the veils, and dissolves the veils of illusion. Do you understand?

So, there if you want, it's really ... the positioning of the questioning shows that the person, as a character, since she talks about her story, her suffering, what she has lived, and the simple fact of thinking it's enough to mask Agape. You see?

That's also why when we said, when Bidi kept on telling us that we shouldn't look for, I explained it to you, consciousness is a projective mechanism, it's a projection, in the psychological sense, with all the psycho-pathological aspects of projection. But really in the psychological sense.

So if you are projecting a request from Agape, you are simply not ready to accept it. It is not a story of meditation either, because we know very well that meditation leads to certain things, but they are of the order of astral illusion. No meditation will lead you to Agape either.

It is the disappearance of the person, at a given moment, for one reason or another, that unmasks what you really are.

So it is already necessary, intellectually, mentally, to understand this dynamic, to accept it, to be able to live it spontaneously. That is why we had the revelation of the first and last name, which was a last key this year, in April, and then we had this Yes, it is an unconditional Yes, which allows you to be available, as we said, in the present instant, to live it, to rediscover what you are and remember who you are.

But never since the character. Because as soon as you set in motion, even when you hear the testimonies, there, and you do not live them, it creates a kind of tension, even a kind of pain and suffering, but that will create this fire by friction.

In the case of this sister as well. Unfortunately in some cases, it is by dint of going around in circles, by dint of heating up the neurons by oneself, by dint of heating up the emotions and the mind, that all that is literally consumed, because, as we have said, the Good News is everywhere, and we are all bearers of this Good News, even without knowing it.

That is the scalar wave, do not ask questions about the scalar wave, about scalar waves, we will see that tomorrow, if you will, but we emit through the double torus of the heart, through the central point of the heart, in the heart of the heart, this wave which is not subject to the polarity of electromagnetism, which is the Good News. It is the good news of Time Zero, that is all.

But for that to happen, as I had explained, that the body, in privileged moments, such as last night when you created this Agape resonance in the ether of Carmel, there must be agreement at rest, not meditation, there must be, at some point, a temporary cessation of emotions, of the mind.

But you can't decide it, you can't force yourself to live it, you see.

There must be a reversal that we have called acceptance, embrace, sacrifice, the gift of oneself, it is always the same words that translate the same Truth that is lived, so that everyone can grasp it, at the level of the deep meaning of these words. And the word embrace, acceptance, is something very profound. That is how you really discover, as Christiane Singer used to say, that we are really one in the other, and that the universe, and the whole of creation, is here, in that little point there, inside.

So while you're doing research, keep the research to have fun, like I'm doing with scalar waves right now, the crystals we still use, but it's no use anymore, I even did a crystal formation not long ago, just for fun, knowing that the brothers and sisters who were there were already living Agape, but because it's ... out of curiosity, you see, that's life, there are those who are interested, there are those who are interested in birds, crystals, plants, mushrooms, that's normal life, that's normal life.

But we don't disguise things by thinking that the mineral, or the care, or the therapy, will make us live Agape, it's never like that, never, never.

So I invite this sister, simply, to settle down, or to position herself differently, accepting that she must disappear.

Remember, everything you hold, holds you. If you care about Agape without living it, it's as simple as that, you don't live it. You have to be, as I said, available. Not permanently available, but at a given moment, the alchemy is realized, and the more you actually remain quiet, the more you embrace, the more you accept, the more you become the observer, and the more this observer will lead you, by observing what is happening but not to dissect it intellectually, to live it in a lucid way, at that moment, you will live it, without effort.

And then you will recognize yourself. And then it's over, life, your life continues, as I said, with our humanity, the usual troubles, the usual joys, but you are no longer fooled.

Nothing can oppose Agape, except yourself, unconsciously or subconsciously. The good news is everywhere, we are all bearers, I have already said it, of the body of eternity, even if we do not feel it, and the toroidal field, the double torus of the heart is active. It is simply necessary that the consciousness that is really a screen accepts the principle of a-consciousness, that is to say, the cessation of activity of the consciousness, it is the cessation of all projection, quite simply.

Do not project anything, because as soon as you project, you are no longer available to receive. If you comprehend this intimate mechanics of the very functioning of the personality and the brain, I guarantee that Agape is there right away.

The only obstacle is yourselves. But you don't need to flagellate yourself, you don't need to meditate, you don't need to pray, you don't need to ask, you need to embrace.

It is like the Yes, Phahame spoke about it in Tunisia of the Yes, this Yes also means saying Yes to the unknown. So don't wonder what you say Yes to, you say Yes, it's an affirmation in your brain. The brain is going to recognize this Yes, especially if it doesn't say Yes to a subject or to an object, or to anything. It's a mechanism that's very real in the brain, I'm not going to go back to the neurosciences, I've talked enough about it, but that's how it happens, and not otherwise.

So you have to have this lucidity of acceptance, this lucidity of embracing in front of the mind, and we have said, taking a brother, a sister in your arms, smiling in the street, can trigger Agape in the other person without any intention of triggering anything. Of course we cannot open the other, it is the other who opens it, but a smile is enough now, a sweet word, taking someone in your arms, talking to him in the street, as we have had the testimonies, as you said yesterday, is enough to wake people up, really.

That is to say, make them forget, that they are not only that character, but make them come back, that they remember, as Nisargadatta already said when he was alive, when people asked him what the use was, he said that his only use was to make you remember who you were, that's all. It is not to take you into stories, into energies, into vibrations, which however were essential, I repeat, to get there.

So, if you understand, what I am telling you is intellectual understanding, it is not vibratory or energetic concepts, it is a positioning of your consciousness.

What you are holding, is holding you, so do not hold on to anything anymore, it does not mean going crazy and letting down your wife, child, family and everything, I am talking about a mechanism that takes place in a few minutes. As soon as it is seen, it is experienced, and understanding, as Bidi was saying, can only come from experience.

You can express, we have seen it and we still see it, Agape through songs, poems, in different ways, paintings, whatever you want, but it is above all this positioning in zero time, in silence, that will make you live the Truth.

If you accept that, there's no obstacle. If you understand and accept that the obstacle is your story, your memory, your character and your positioning, then ninety percent of the crossing is already done. It's awfully simple
A comment on that, right?

So let me remind you that if you ask oral questions, you can ask it into the microphone.

-Sister: But I'm going to go and take my place already, so people can sit here.

Ah, if you want, yes. But come here.

-Sister: Yes, but because we feel privileged, sitting next to you.

So there you go, Johanne is coming.

-Sister: I've got one to ask you, yes and no. It's more of an approval that you gave me at home and I'm convinced that it will be useful to a lot of people. Concerning the I, the I identified... the character, well. And we were asked to decree, and then me when I said: I decree, there was always a little squeaking inside me because I thought: I decree, but it's still like the I of the character. Then instead of saying: I embrace, I accept, to get around that, I had said: Everything is embraced, everything is accepted and everything is crossed. That's how I got the character out.

-And yesterday, when Maria gave her testimony, at one point, she talked about the I-character. And we talked about it at home or you told me: No, no, we are no longer in that I, we are no longer in that I, but in... and that's why...

-That's why I... That's why I... So when I, we talk about the I, we talk more often to the person, we think about the character, the ego, the story. But remember, last year, we were talking about the Eternal Self and the Absolute Self. Because it's the same I, but lived differently, I, not game, okay? When you vibrate, you touch the Self, you know it, but the Self is not the I. The Self is an obstacle, the I Am, the I Am One, it is a stage, maybe, but it is not the end.

At a given moment, there is also the sacrifice of the Self, it is the gift of the Self, the gift of the Self to the Truth, which you do not know, but which you will necessarily live. So, when we say: I decree, even if it seems to come from the character, it is not true. From the moment you have lived even for one minute Agape, when you use the word I, it is no longer the ego, it is no longer only the character, but it is also the eternal I or the absolute Self, which has always been there.

So, do not ask yourself this kind of question, of course, it is not "I decree" in the sense of the ego, it is the I, even if it is the same I, it is written the same way, it is the same thing, it is the two sides of the same coin, between the ephemeral being and the non-being, Eternity.

-Sister: Also, in any case, is the decree you told me there, to say about this acceptance of the dream, there, because if you think it's time to approach it, because for me it was very, very useful, and for Yves too, it's because, since we are in the I, the I decree and the sentence you told me at home ...

Yes, but you know very well and Yves talked about it, you know very well that it's precisely in the daily confrontation that we manage to see the I and to talk about it. As I was saying, as soon as you live Agape, even if you have only lived it for a minute, and it is not yet totally settled, you see very well, because I remind you, whether we like it or not, today, all over the world, we are all observers.

The whole principle of Bidi in 2012 to take off the consciousness of bodily identity, that makes us believe that we are this body, was to give birth to the observer or the witness.

Today, every human being, whatever he thinks and says, even through the positioning of this question, it is evidently the same thing, that is to say that what is expressed is the witness. We are all witnesses. The body of eternity is there for everyone, the good news is there for everyone, it is simply enough for the consciousness, at a given moment, to fade away.

And in the character's "I", from the moment you are less there, what will happen? You see instantaneously, for yourselves and for everyone else, when you are in the character or when you are true. But this is not something to be condemned, quite the contrary, since it is this I between the ephemeral and the eternal, between the Light and what is not the Light, that allows us to establish even more what we are.

And accept to play the game, that's exactly it, it's precisely in everyday life, in everyday facts, that we have the most possibilities to see, to discriminate, to observe, what is of the order of the character, and what is of the order of the Truth.

And this game, this game, really becomes a game, that is to say we see it, we laugh about it, even if there is a clash beforehand, between two people, in a family, in any situation whatsoever, you see it, we all witness it, even if we are not aware of it.

Because, at the time, for example in 2009, at the beginning of the celestial weddings, when we were talking about abandonment to the Light, when Anaël was developing the Absolute Truth, the relative Truth, people were asking themselves the question, they could not see their mind, when Pépère was talking about the yo-yoing of everyone and the little bicycle, people could not even understand, see and perceive that they were in their mind.

Today everyone sees it, you see it very well, even if you do not want to admit it to yourself.

-Sister: Go on, I will go and find the sentence you told me to decree.

Ah, yes. You see, so it's something that is totally what we call the natural state, and besides that's what we all say when we live it, it's so simple.

There is nothing that annoys the ego more than when you hear someone say: it's so simple, and you don't live it. But that is not serious, it creates a fire by friction that will unmask the witness, will make the witness aware, which is the stage in general, which is not linear, it is not always like that, but in general, that is how it happens, that is to say that the witness is seen, and you laugh at yourselves, you laugh at your postures, you laugh at your crises if it is in a couple, and Love is there, it is as simple as that.

-Sister: Can we die laughing?
(Laughter)

-Sister: The sentence you said to me is: I decree: What I am living is a dream or a nightmare. I accept to live it.

Yes, I do. We cannot escape the dream, the body is there, it is the only reality that we live, even if we have access to the other dimensions, even if I have travelled in all the dimensions, this is where it happens. When I say it is here, it is on Earth and here, and nowhere else.

So it is through the game of dreams that illusion of nightmares, when there are terrible things, that you have everything to find yourself, and nowhere else. The vibratory rise, everything we did, activating the stars, the gates, the circuits, the life wave and everything, was as I said a scaffolding, it was said again yesterday, a preliminary scaffolding to rebuild the house, the "Ultimate Home".

After the scaffolding, you don't leave it, you take it down. That doesn't mean it will disappear, the energies, the vibrations, I feel them all the time. Last night, when you made Agape resonate in space, the feet began to burn, the heart was in incredible rhythm, energies and vibrations of ... intense, but, nevertheless, the vibration is there, but it no longer attracts my consciousness, because the consciousness dissolves at that time.

So the process is lived, there is no need at all to pay attention to a star, a door, a chakra, anything. I would say that today, the only attention that you can pay, it is similar to what we did in June, that is to say what I do at each meeting, the ternary respiratory movement at the level of the bones of the skull, but today, in the same way, I can say yes, you have to do it the first time because it is physical, but if you are open, I no longer need to put my hands. I think Hic, Nunc, and hop, and it starts to get into a ternary respiratory movement.

It's almost constant, even without me doing anything. You see, so it's, it's going to get easier and easier, and even if today it seems so far away from you, that maybe you're still living a frustration, - but why I don't live it - don't worry. Let this fire by friction of the person, because it comes from the ego this claim, let it consume itself.

The quieter you remain, once again, the more you accept the dream, that is to say, you have to accept everything. That does not mean that if you have an illness, that you should not take care of it, do not misunderstand, I repeat, if you have something, go see a doctor, take care of your energy, whatever you want, but do not mix that with Agape. Even if Agape does indeed bring miracles... But don't think of Agape, as I was saying, for a cure.

When someone asks for an Agape resonance, you do Agape resonances, the wisest thing is not to know anything, because if you know in your head the pathology, even if you are not a doctor, an energetician or any other therapist, you will, without knowing of your own free will, still have in your subconscious the idea of healing the person. It is not you who heals, it is Agape who decides, it is never you who decides.

It is the same in the resonances, it is the Intelligence of the Light, we also developed that yesterday, when people ask for Agape, I told you, they send an email, then they understood that as soon as they send the email, they are healed, they live Agape.

Or even simpler, they think of someone who is Agape and they live it. Not only Jean-Luc Ayoun, it has nothing to do with that, you can do it with Pascal, you can do it with anyone. You can do it with Pascal, you can do it with anyone. All these people who live Agape, just think of them, and you will live it, even without asking for anything.

That's how good news spreads. It's something, at that time, last year, I called it a pandemic, but it wasn't a play on words, it wasn't fun, it's the Truth, and that's exactly what's happening.

Yes, the dream or the nightmare, must also be welcomed, and must also be crossed, even if it is necessary, once again if it is an illness, to see a therapist, a doctor, but it is the posture of the consciousness, the positioning of the consciousness, that regulates everything.

Accept that consciousness is a total imposture, and you will live it.

But as long as you put forward the projection of the consciousness, whether it is the ordinary consciousness of the ego - I want to live Agape, I don't live it, I am frustrated - you cannot live it. It is the moment when you let go of everything, the moment when you are crucified, as has been said, whatever the circumstances, it can be a mourning, it can be a great joy, it can simply be, in Yves' testimony, the observation of a plant.

All pretexts are good, the only thing to deal with is to accept that we are not, of course, this body, that we are not what we perceive. Perception is linked to consciousness, of course, but it is in a-perception, even if you perceive it, go through it, you no longer need to focus, if I may say so, on an energy, a vibration, as was done at the time with the yoga of Unity to activate the stars, the gates and to experience the vibratory processes.

The a-consciousness is not a vibratory process, it is the great Silence. It is the black hole of the heart.

-Sister: If you allow me, I would like to give a testimony because I am convinced that surely many people will recognize themselves.

-Well, what I was experiencing, the supra-consciousness, well, and when things in your life become difficult and you live that, that supra-consciousness, it is a balm, it is a sweetness, it is so beautiful to live, until you hear that no, it is still part of the illusion. Then it's a-consciousness. That's difficult to accept, because it's like that balm that you need to accept, to continue to live in that world, having also lived at Can Mas with ... and all those things.

-When we spoke, you started talking about video games, and I'm going to speak as a Quebecer. Well, okay, with a big, big character, okay? I said: Wait till I get my hands on... whoever made that script, he's gonna eat a whole one! I just wanted to say: Ouch, what happens to me for having written a story about myself, it doesn't make sense. Then I said... about what I had to go through. When you said: It's us. Then I thought, I was frozen, at the end there was cosmic pot, that I couldn't possibly have written a script like that. Okay? (chuckles) Then I realized that even though I wrote it, I didn't take any breaks.

-But now, now I accept to put, at some point, that also we inherited that we didn't think in the script to put pauses, or I could be lazy too. Then I could, in silence, then well. Then, as an organizer, it wasn't necessarily easy until you live fully, with the people behind you and you don't live, you don't accept that you don't have anything to decide. And that it's not you, it passes. But all those steps, I've gone through them. And what was magical for me was when you said, "We wrote it. And I'm thinking, I can't go up there and yell at someone... that's just me.

-Well, there was an acceptance, and then more and more, everything was easier, everything was more in harmony, and all that resistance began to fall, knowing it was me. Sometimes the character doesn't agree so much because he would do it differently, but he accepts, and then he almost doesn't exist anymore, really.

Did you see last night when you came in with your list...

-Sister: Well, yes. For those who don't know, but in June here at Carmel, there was the Mother Superior who every evening, she would come out and always had a bunch of lists of things to pass on or think about, to say. And there I didn't want to live it in the same way. So yesterday I said: This is the last evening that the Mother Superior comes to make small remarks and I tear up the contract. But that, in Quebec, means that she was given her blue. Giving her blue means that she has lost her job, her job, that she is unemployed, she will find other things elsewhere, but here, I tore up my paper, and then there was no more Mother Superior to come and play that role.

But it is enormous in me these transformations, with the change that has taken place, but each stage could have been resistance, violence, suffering, pain, lack of understanding. But I have repeated myself so many times: Everything is welcomed, everything is accepted and everything is crossed. Today, the character has reacted, yes, yes. It came looking for me, but well.

The character will be there until his last breath.

-Sister: ... but the space is there. So there are things that I haven't even told people. I said to myself, it's said between us what I might have had to say, it's said, same thing, just in the organization. And then I want to say that I started talking about the character, confrontation, and then me, this summer, my character spoke to me to say: I was made of DNA, which comes from Mary's DNA, I was made with the world of falsification, then my cells lacked love, my heart lacked love.

-And it was over after that to see him as a sack of meat or as a character. The heart, the absolute, the person that I am, encompassed all that, I welcomed them all in that love, because the heart is also a victim, in quotation marks that I study at that time, of that lack of love, there, who would like to live too, but which was constituted by what was not.

-Then from the moment the heart, everything was taken in the arms, the body, the cells, and now we are ONE and we are not separated, and the love of the heart is the same in that body. And for me, I am no longer able to call him a character, I was talking to people, no, he is not the character. He is the body through which the Intelligence of Light lives, manifests, speaks, performs, and that the Intelligence of Light, which we are, passes through him. What makes him for me is beautiful, he is to be cared for, he is to be loved.

-Then I would even tell you, and the word it is too much, because I really feel that it becomes more and more a whole and one and only one, not that, but one and only That.

And at that moment, you manage to laugh, you manage to laugh like last night, yourself of your own character.

-Sister: It used to take me a long time to think that...

But until you see it, it's not laughable. And when you do see it, you can only laugh about it.

-Sister: But I saw it, but there was a lack of Love in the heart, there was a lack of Love in the cells, there was a great lack of Love. From the moment he became a whole in me, he made himself of the Love that I knew I was, that I had lived, there was a kind of acceptance between the cells, the body and the heart, then this communication took place, after that everything was easier. Even if there may be small periods of doubt. But it doesn't last, it's not long, and then you know that... a game is a dream.

So I'll repeat what you said, that we still have ways to be helped at different levels, not even by care, but I told you anyway, there's the ternary respiratory movement, we'll do it again tomorrow anyway, you have the fungus that will restore the neuronal connections in the brain, We talked about the fungus for a long time, you have the ketogenic diet, you have things that will put your body, but also your ordinary consciousness in the best dispositions, that is to say, first of all, you feed the body with what it needs, you feed the mind with what it needs.

Does your mind ask questions? Well, I, the mind, just this summer, in the month of August, for fifteen days I saw the mind that was there. I said to myself, but what is it doing? I let him work. Well, it lasted fifteen days, it wasn't very comfortable, Joy was always there, and then the mind when it saw that it had no hold, well, it left. But it's my mind, I don't make an enemy, I make an ally. But he made a rebellion, it happens, it happens, but you are no longer fools, whatever you are going through, you are no longer fools.

But it's a great lightness, it's a great freedom because you say to yourself, that's it, I remembered, I recognized myself. Even if it is not perfection, because there are in any case, the joys and sorrows of this body, of this world, of this life, of relationships of whatever kind, which will always be there, of course. But you live them in another way, and of course, it is resolutory, whether it is in relationships with couples, whether it is in relationships with your body, with your own cells, everything changes. You see, it's like...

We can also help each other with crystals, we are not going to talk about crystals again, but you have crystals, I was talking about fluorine, we talked a lot about stones too during these years, but you also have crystals that help you, not to live Agape, but at least to align yourself, between the character, the mind, the supra-mind and the Truth.

So giving the necessary nourishment can also help the emergence of who you are. That is why I have talked so much about mushrooms, neurosciences, food recently, while I do not care about food, but indeed, when you see the effects on yourselves of the ketogenic diet, on sugar addiction, on your health, on your physical health here on Earth, that is a help, that is a relief.

As this sister was saying, when there is suffering, suffering can also lead to Joy, of course. At the neuroscientific level, there is very little difference between the most extreme suffering and Love, because in suffering, you are torn apart, you disappear into this nothingness as the ego calls it. But in Love, what do you do? You disappear in the nothingness that is no longer nothingness, but which is the famous nothingness that contains the whole.

What has been called humility, simplicity, the way of childhood, it is the same thing. So we have been, at least in my eyes, perfectly accompanied in this video game by a set of markers that have been placed, milestones that have been placed on our path, both in our personal life and in Other Dimensions, as well as in other teachings, of course, which have predisposed us to live with more and more evidence of this. This is what is happening.

So do not hesitate to maintain your body, without making a fixette of it, do not hesitate to use crystals if you want, or do not hesitate, like last night, when I told you, you do the posture with your hands like this, repeating Agape, Agape, Phahame, it is a ploy, it is a subterfuge, since you will see very quickly behind you that you do not need anything, it is the Intelligence of Light that acts.

There is not even need for the positioning of your body, there is no need to repeat Abba, Agape, Phahame or anything else, there is no need to ask for anything, for you or for the other, it is resonance, it is the scalar wave that is not polarized, that escapes from your double torus to the heart, that will touch the other and in which the other recognizes himself. It's as simple as that.

But if you put forward too many sets, they are no longer crutches, at that point, you are duped by the set and the stage, and you will believe in visions, you will believe in energies, you will believe in vibrations, which were very useful in the dream, but we are anterior to all that. And Agape is here, nowhere else.

And it is also there, in the heart of the heart. And it is in the here and now, in the heart, in the center.

-Sister: See, it just told me to do another share. And it's very intimate and it's sure to surprise some people, but hey, I'm very comfortable sharing it. Yes, life has been difficult, I had made a script for myself that was quite, like, hard to play. And during the summer, on a particular day, August 9, I carried within me such an enormous suffering that it couldn't be the suffering of only this body that had its life. But so, so, so, so heavy to carry that the body could no longer carry it.

-And well, it's not to go in there, but well. I know the genetic mothers and the whole kit are in here..., okay. But Jean-Luc had already talked about this in February. But I decided I was one of them. I was finishing my life. That was enough. But I'm not afraid to die. What is difficult is here, you know. Here, I'm not afraid to die. That's why I decided that I'd end it. But I just didn't want to miss me.

-I thought, "It's heavy, and if I miss myself and then I'm handicapped, it's going to be even worse. So I wrote a letter, I wrote a letter to Yves, I sent a message to Jean-Luc on messenger, to my group of close friends, thank you for everything. I sent a message to Maria. I wrote, it's over for me, it ends tonight. I was waiting for Yves to go to bed.

-But so good, so good, just, what's the amount so I don't miss it? That I didn't have the dose. But I'd have taken it all, but hey... That's why I was so distressed ... so much, and then Yves was enlightened, because that one time, before going to bed, he accompanied me in there, then I asked to be enlightened. Because I knew it would be huge.

-And then I was told: Go listen to the Genetic Mothers' Verb Languages, Grandma 1 and Grandma 2. And then you talk about that, about this suffering that is so great that can be borne by certain beings, but you say: It's over, everything. But it wasn't over for me at that time. It wasn't over yet. And I listened to the Languages Verbs, I listened to Grandmothers 1 and I listened to Grandmothers 2, the creation, where I recognize myself in things.

-And it lightened it, it lightened it, it brought it to a close, the story that was linked to it by the Verb Languages that I also had inside me. After that, it fluctuated. It wasn't Olé, it wasn't no, no, no. It wasn't white on one side and black on the other, tilted there, but it happened gradually. But when Jean-Luc says, sometimes you need to experience such great suffering, then you say to yourself at some point, I accepted to die for something else, but that night I accepted to die, and I said to myself, I'll live the Event from above, then I'll watch it. But there was none, there was nothing, nothing, nothing, I'm going to have dreams, I was just free of suffering.

It's called sacrifice.

-Sister: It was hard to live in sacrifice, I'll tell you.

(Laughter)

I would like to point out that it is exactly the same period, so I have already talked about it, when I saw this mind returning to gallop, bored, but for fifteen days. The advantage I had was that I could stay calm. But it's true that it was a period, no suffering, I can't say, talking about suffering, no questioning either, but at a given moment, but what the hell is that thing doing there? You see, so I managed to keep the observer, to let this mental storm pass, I don't even know where it came from, there was no reason, he was just telling me bullshit.

Like you said, you say: Yeah, it's not true what you're going through, it's bullshit, I mean, what is he telling me? And it's the same time. And then it's gone, of course. From the moment you let go, it was: ok, ok, I accept to die, and that's it.

So that's really the game between the ephemeral and the eternal. And whatever you play, that's why you have to accept it, because even if it's a disease, even if it's suffering, even if it's something you find intolerable, it's exactly what you need.

So of course, at first, the ego is in the way, the character is in the way, we can't accept that, but we can!

-Sister: He accepted it for me.

He accepted. When you accept, it's over.


-Sister: Because suffering was lived in the heart, in the body and in the cells, then in the mind. There was no room. It was a nightmare where there was no way out. So for me, it was acceptance, the only condition I asked the Intelligence of the Light, I do not want to miss me, it must be total but not partial. But after that, it was not, as I say, I think I had the impression that, perhaps, many people can experience a kind of distress, a kind of suffering. And then, because what I'm experiencing is beautiful, it's very beautiful, and there, it's really something else, there.

But it is to embrace, to accept, to let oneself be crossed, and then beauty arrives at a given moment, we don't know when. Then I even accepted it, when I saw that, well, I was continuing to live, and then I said to myself: OK, but maybe I have the script, maybe I'm only going to live it on the day of the Event! Because I had been going through withdrawal from Can Mas, and then I had been going through withdrawal from 2008, with Other Dimensions.

You know, when you said: The Light will find you. I was saying: it found me there at Can Mas. Why doesn't it find me anymore? It found me, it found Yves, why doesn't it find me anymore? And that's all mental. But, you know, it's that depression there, that's what's there. But all that's gone through, and now I'm very, very happy, and very happy to be with you, to be living here what we're going through.

(Applause)

It's a testimony that seems to me to be in perfect adequacy with this woman I talk a lot about, Christiane Singer, who died when she had cancer, she was really in the terminal stage, and the most sublime text she wrote was just before her death. When she said, when everything is planed ... a cancer, you can imagine a terminal stage of cancer, there it was irreversible, it is not just in the intention of the head to end her life, she wrote, I don't remember the exact text, but she said: It's when there is nothing left, when the disease has totally cut you down, when the suffering is so intense, well, that's not when there is nothing left, that's when you live the Truth.

There is no need to go to that extreme today, all I am trying to tell you are not teachings, they are finally practices of understanding, even mental, even intellectual, of the posture, of the positioning in which you must see that, in the lucidity in which you must see it.

All that you have described is exactly the same thing, good Christiane is dead, of course, she was in a terminal stage, but this text she wrote at the end saying: when there is nothing more, there is nothing more, we are one in the other, there is Love, there is only that, there is nothing left but Love, there is nothing left but Love. And that is when you see that this nothing is the whole.

So what you described, what you lived, is totally superimposable, by what many brothers and sisters are living today, so I am telling you it was a message, not of hope, but of Truth.

If you're in pain, if you don't live Agape, it doesn't matter. It doesn't mean that you want to pursue the dream, on the contrary, since you are in demand, it's simply that you have to stop asking. But you are going to exhaust yourself, like that, because fire by friction is even more suffering, whether it is in the body or in the head, but you are going to consume your vital fire, and the igneous fire, well, it is going to wake up at that moment.

-Sister: Then, that's what I was thinking. Because even if it's fire, let's see...

The fire of life or the fire of the ego.

-Sister: Let's admit the fire of the ego..., I said: It burns the same, the important thing is that it burns. So that there, if it can burn by the Fire of the Sacred Heart, so much the better, but if it takes the fire, well, send, burn, then consume everything, then there is no more.

Exactly.

-Sister: Then I can also say that I had, I was listening, then there were times I was suffering, when you were saying : It only takes a second for you to be sacrificed, to be lived. . . Ouch, it's been more than a second ... then I sacrificed myself, and I can't sacrifice myself more than that ... At some point I stopped listening, it made me angry and I listened, I was angry at what you put on.

-And I listened to Christiane Singer where there was this sweetness that I needed, because let's just say I had stirred up, stirred up my heart there, you know. And I needed, not to be stirred up by words, you know, a sweetness, and I was ... I was preparing the meeting, then I was listening in a loop ... then it allowed me, when Christiane Singer, said at one point, that it was someone who had said that, a gentleman who had fought in the war, and from every place where you left a mark of suffering, that perhaps, I think, with all these absorptions, and all this reception that we make, that's what we do.

-Wherever we have been able to sow, wherever there may have been a remnant of that suffering that we have carried, that we have been able to say in words, in gestures, in contact, whatever it may be. This acceptance takes it back and places it in Love. And there is no more of it. This is why she said it in her own way, and then I had the look in my eyes with all that we do, us, which means that there is none left.

That's why I publish a lot, Ginette Forget, Christiane Singer, a lot of women who are living it, who today tell us the same thing, Nassrine Reza for example, whom I discovered not long ago. You have others, in Canada, there was Claudette Vidal, there was Betty Quirion, because the woman is the bearer of this, of course, with this gentleness, and in which you ladies especially can recognize yourselves, of course.

This is in line with the history of the sacred feminine, of the rapes of the sacred feminine, of the primary anomaly, of course. And that is why, I tell you, I read a lot of these women, because indeed, in another approach that is not mine, but we are living the same thing. Simply with, for example, Ginette with her sensitivity, even an artist of the Presence, because she has this gift, like Eckhart Tollé, who does not live the Absolute, is certainly the best teacher in relation to the present instant. He has dissected that, analyzed that, and on the pedagogical level in a formal way.

So it doesn't matter, he doesn't live the Absolute, but it will come, but he has given a major key, which is the present instant. He explains it much better than I do, everyone has their own skills, okay, I find my own with neuroscience, with my life, with what I have done with my life.

And some of these women have this feminine ability of the sacred feminine, to let this sweetness speak and perhaps take you more easily, not to the Absolute, because they talk about presence, they don't talk about absence.

But it is not serious, it is not serious, let them contaminate you with presence, because presence leads to absence, whether you like it or not.

So it's already something extraordinary, the key is the present instant. And if you've got anyone, whether it's a clown, an artist, a singer, we saw it with the musical party last time, with the song we discovered, "Abba je suis à toi". If you look at the very Canadian songs that you'd passed on to us, that we didn't know, we'd say to ourselves: but it's mind-boggling, how could these artists, these poets have, forty years ago, fifty years ago, written such things that we can only understand and live by today?

Because it's all been written down.

-Sister: (Singing) This is just the beginning.

Because it's all been written. That's how you remember, and all means are good.

-Sister: Then I say to myself, Bidi fracture, that's good. Some people might need that. Me, I see a fracture a bit like a jackhammer, you know, all concrete, it's... . Then after that, maybe you can just get a little broom, a little something to pick up, without always... Whoever needs it, but for those who break down and need a soft touch, we've got those two people, we know they're there. They're so beautiful and so sweet to listen to, and then it helps us when we need sweetness.

-Because I have often seen myself as a kind of stallion where, when I was on the floor, tired, I would take out the whip, then I would whip myself, then I would whip myself. Let's go, let's go. You know, say, ah, I can take it. These are all words that we've said in our lives, but we've been so trapped by them. I used to think of myself as a stallion, where I'd be on the floor, and then I'd whip myself up. So now there's no whipping, there's no more of that. Fracture and softness, that's what it's going to do.

Thank you, thank you Johanne.

Come on, then.

-Sister: I warn you, I'm going to cry. Maybe it'll be a little after what Johanne was talking about. I have a testimony.

(Our sister cries) (Another sister says: We're taking you in our arms)

-Sister: In the month of October, when I listened to an OMA channelling, he spoke of the month of Black November. Then, when he talked about that, you always think that it's outside that it's going to happen and that it's going to be disasters, cataclysms, whatever you want. And me, I lived it on the inside.

(Silence, too many emotions)

It was a catastrophic November, the total apocalypse.

Do you talk in your life?

-Sister: In my life, inside me and in everyday life. You all know that I have a farm with horses. And I take care of them in the morning. Then, during that month, I only had the energy to take care of them, only a few hours that the Light left me. Then I was depressed all month, and it is not in my nature. I was sick, I was, my dogs were as sick as I was, my spouse too. And I felt broken inside. Then when I would leave the stable, when I had finished my work at the stable, to go home, I would lose all the energy and I would have difficulty going home.

-And when I came home, I had only one idea, and that was to sleep, sleep. Then, and as the month went by, as I walked home, I would see inside me that my whole inner self, everything I had, my bones, my muscles, my organs, it was gone. All I had left was the skin, the physical envelope, and then it was filled with Light, but so great, so powerful that one morning the universe, the creation penetrated me, and then I saw all the archetypes of creation. Then, I was no longer able to walk, I dragged myself, then I also felt, it's funny, like a Neanderthal, so deep did it descend.

-I was nothing any more, then when I woke up in the night, I saw my legs, inside my legs I had no more muscles, it was only Light and fire, it burned in my arms, it burned. The whole month, I was completely broken. Then, in that month, I had a visit from Umraam, and I asked him: Why do you come to see me? He said: Because we need you.

Ah, those are words (Laughing) Grandpa when he needs someone. He loves to say that, when there is an organizer, or at the time, it was Véro. We need you, you're my secretary.

(Laughs)

-Sister: I said to her: Why? He said: We have a job in the future for you. I asked him: What? He said: You will find out in due course.

-I am doing this testimony because I want to thank Francine, she is the one who pushed me to do it. Because I feel like crying, she told me. Well, I'm glad.

-Sister: Cry, cry, it feels good, cry, there.

Okay, that's it.

(Applause)

-Sister: That makes it all, and you have joy, and all that, She made me suffer in totality so that each of the cells of my body became Light and then, I think I became Light in totality. I wish you all to live the same thing.

-Sister: Oh, thank you, thank you. Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you.

(Applause)

Well, it's a good thing you brought out the handkerchiefs.

( Laughs)

Come on, let's go.


-Sister: Alain, the A, the L, the I and the N.

(Our brother Alain, offered us, throughout the meetings, meanings with each of the letters of certain key words).

-Brother: I did my homework. I was asked, with Carmel, what did it feel like? But they went further than that, they are cunning. Now I want to explain something to you. It is as if the building, the walls would talk to you. That's what she told me, because I spoke to the building, that's what she is experiencing now, today. This morning, I will tell you, I took the Carmelite Space, I took all of that. But you'll see what it looks like. So, for sure, when she received Jean-Luc and the whole organization, her first state was one of excitement, of excitement, if you will. So she says:

The excitement that I
sense, the building there,
Pacifie
Currently the
Heart of your
Been in a
Awareness that
Will initiate a
Reality
Magnificent
the Outbreak of the
Lights.

Oh, oh...

(Applause)

Wait, wait, wait. Tell us a little bit more about the opening of your heart that you experienced yesterday.

-Brother: Ha!

(Laughs)

-Brother: That's peculiar. The opening I experienced yesterday, it's really happening here. (On the level of the Heart) But it's..., you know, you won't be embarrassed, the physical enjoyment, when you have an orgasm.

It's the same thing in the heart.

-Brother: But it's the same thing in the heart. Ah, that's what you wanted me to say.

Room: Bravo. Thank you.

(Laughter)

-Brother: That's exactly what happened. Then, when it happens there, you forget everything.

Ah, yes.

-Brother: You forget everything.

There's more to it than that.

-Brother: It's more than that. But now I'll have to digress for a moment. You're going to say it's crazy! What I'm going to say now, but I'll open it, if you like.

-Sister: Go ahead, open up!

(Laughs)

-Brother: Really, I can tell you that, in a real orgasm, I was thrown into the stars.

Room: Wow!! Oooh!

Thank you.

-Brother: Thank you.

(Applause)

Enjoyment of the heart, that's right, that's right. In the early days if you want, in 2012, early 2012, when the Wave of Life appeared, I explained it, there are people who had this wave of life that was rising, who were living orgasms, especially women, outright sexual and very intense, without anything, alone, spontaneously, and then, when there was this surge of energy from the first chakra to the heart, it actually gave this enjoyment of the heart, which is incomparable, even if it's the same quality as what we call sexual enjoyment, just instead of starting from here, it starts from here.

And there, as you say, we forget everything, because that's all we are, that's all we are, all the rest, as they say, it's an illusion, a dream, and yet we must assume because we wrote it, but that's all there is.

There is no world, there is no form, there is no identity, there is no individual, we are that, really. And it is indeed such a pleasure to find it again, that it is hallucinating. There are no words, even if, as Yves said: Ah, it's beautiful, it's simple.

People try to find words, even me, there's nothing to describe it. So we put Agape because the meaning of the word Agape corresponds to that Love, indeed, which doesn't depend on anything, nor on anyone, nor on any circumstance, and Agape is also vibratory, despite everything, but it's really still so far from what it is.

Because there are no more words, that is why it is called the great Void, the great Silence, and afterwards, it does not prevent you from living your life, first of all your human life, your daily life, but it changes everything, everything. Everything is changed and everything does indeed become, even when there are strange episodes, which we all have, we know, we have found ourselves.

And it's there all the time, even when it seems to disappear at times, you just have to stop the automaton, the monkey, the parrot, the character, to find yourself instantly. It's there in profusion, you see.

So whatever your position, your lived experience today, whether you live it or not, it doesn't matter, because you are exactly living it, in your own way, through pain, through questioning, through illness, through suffering, it leads you to that, systematically. It cannot fail, you can only recognize yourself with a certainty that no element of this world can bring you.

Who else wants to come talk? Interrogate, talk. See, there are fewer and fewer questions, now it's just... we're just... we're trying to... we're each, at best, talk about that experience.

But there may be questions too.

-Sister: It's a sharing, a testimony. The one before me talked about Black November. I think that we started with Black October and continued in November. It's a family event that affects my brother, who has been in great depression since the summer, and it continued into the fall, and on October 2 to be exact, it changed. And that week, my mother had asked me to be there to support, because they live together and also to support him. And they have a big opening, they listen to the pipes, all that.

-And on October 2, I was there, I slept there, I who don't like to sleep there, and in the night, that's the first step, in the night, I woke up. I don't usually wake up at night. I go to the bathroom and when I came out of the bathroom, I saw that he was there, that he wasn't sleeping. I thought he wanted to go to the bathroom, so I said, "Go ahead, I'll go afterwards. He said: No, no, you can go, I'll go later. I went out of the bathroom to go back to my room to go to bed, and I don't know what happened, I turned around, because it wasn't calculated, because it wasn't a doubt, it wasn't a suspicion, nothing. I just turned around and said, "Do you have anything in your hands?

-It was 1:30 in the morning. He had a knife. But I, I didn't have a reaction, I didn't have a shock in the sense of an emotional shock. I just saw myself walk up to him and say, "Please give me the knife back. And I took the knife and I said: Now you need, you need, you need help. Because he wanted to and he said: I want to end it. So I went back, I just had time to put the knife back in the kitchen and I came back, and I said: I'll call someone to help you. So I called the paramedics, and they came. He stayed calm.

-So I explained a little bit. They said, "We'll help him... we'll calm him down. So they took him to the hospital. My mother was in shock, but I was calm. Sometimes I say to myself, listen, you don't have any emotion, you don't have anything. And the next day I went to the hospital to see him. Because I'm the sister, there aren't many of us in the family. And when I got to the hospital, they said: But we've already moved him. He went to another wing. And I went to join him, and on the way to join him, on the way, in the car, I see him coming out of the hospital. And I say, "How come you've been released? He says, "Yes, yes, because the psychiatrist told me, "We have worse ones than you.

-So, end of story... . We came home that night, but I still feel like I'm afraid, I'm disappointed because I didn't understand. But, I tell myself, it's like that, it's like that, okay. And we went to bed, I was tired, so I went to bed. And the next morning I woke up because I had to go home. But half an hour later... and I... and in the meantime, he gave me the medical report.

-I tell him, that's fine, I'll make a copy because you have to give it to your doctor. And I was sitting at the table reading it. Again, I turned around without any suspicion, without any suspicion, I see myself as an automaton, I turn around, he was backwards and I ask him the same question: Do you have something in your hands? He had a longer knife. Again, again, I can still see myself standing up, approaching him, I gently say to him: Give me the knife. I was able to take the knife but there was a little resistance.

-Without thinking, without projecting anything, ... my only idea was to move away with the knife, but then he caught up with me, he had a reaction. He wanted the knife back. But I had the knife. (...) and my mother was there. And then there was a stampede. I found myself on the ground with the knife here (left throat level). I got up again, the same thing, with the knife here, he couldn't reach me. But the knife was there. And finally, I was able to open the door and I left. I was able to throw the knife, I don't know where, but I walked away. There was a little blood, but I didn't know where it came from. And then on the way down, well, I was able to call. And there was a whole carnival of the system that set up ...

-And it lasted from 9:30 in the morning to 3:00 the next morning. Where I had to be there since I was the sister. And there, answering all the questions, everyone who was there, the investigators and everything. But everyone was looking at me with that question mark wondering, how come she's not emotional, how come there's no impact, they told me, how come she doesn't react? How come? I was thinking that all the fears, all the explanations that came: be clear, transparent and everything ... because in the end they told me: well listen, it's the first time, we won't have to ask questions again, because we have everything we need.

-And at 3:30 in the morning, because I didn't want to stay in the apartment, they left, I got back in my car, I went home, I went to bed. And while I was there on the floor, with the knife at my throat, the only thing that was there was Abba, it was you abandoning yourself, if you have to leave, you leave. If you have to, I accept, I accept what's there. And that's all there is to it.

-I had no idea it could end like this, but I accepted it. And it goes on, and ... oh, by the way, during the day, those twelve hours that went by, the next day, when the paramedics, the investigators were still there, but they were taking care of me, they were, they were really genuine, and at one point they said: Look, he's on the operating table, because while we were away, my mother was able to take care of her and he cut himself.

-It's normal, it was a suffering that he went through, an extreme suffering, and when they left, they told me: it's hanging by a thread, he's on the operating table, and then I don't tell you that I have expectations, and right away I accepted, and I grieved right away, and I said, once again: if that's it, I accept.

-And he walked away. Because in the night, in the evening, they told me, his condition is stable, he's in intensive care but he was able to survive (or we were able to save him). And so, I went home, immediately afterwards, I went home. I had him in my head because I'm the only one who is there to support him, and also the family. Because, during those twelve hours that passed, one sister arrived and my mother arrived, the other arrived from Ottawa and once again in the calm, they were, I could see that it was going to get dramatic, and it was to bring calm right away. To de-dramatize, to, I mean, not complicate things even more, and they calmed down, they did calm down.

- And he's been in the hospital ever since, he's been in the hospital, he's gotten through it. He had a fairly quick recovery physically and now he's being taken care of psychologically, that's it. But he's doing well. It's going very well and he should be released in the next few days. And that was the question I asked myself afterwards: was it, did, did I really have to take the knife away from him?

Did you?

-To take the knife away from him. When it happened, when I saw the knife, when I saw the knife, that he was holding a knife. Because it wasn't thought out. Did I do the right thing taking it away from him, I asked myself the question. Did I do the right thing taking the knife away from him, or should I have let it go?

No, it's called non-assistance to a person in danger, quite simply, on a legal level, so you've done quite well, yes. When we say we don't do anything, we don't mean letting someone kill themselves, okay? So, yes, yes, of course, there are societal rules, there are moral rules, so, yes, of course, you did the right thing.

-Sister: Because it wasn't calculated, it was an action...

No, no, besides it came spontaneously. So if it came spontaneously, there is no problem, but the duty to help, and besides, we all know it as human beings, because when there are problems, and especially in this country, we were still talking about it with Louis this morning, you were obliged to support each other, the first settlers who arrived, with the living conditions.

So, assistance, cooperation itself, fraternity is fundamental. Of course it is. It is not because we know that the Absolute, and that this world is an illusion, that we should let everyone commit suicide because it is an illusion, no. There are times when vital action, in every sense of the word, is indispensable. Don't ask yourself about that. You did the only thing that had to be done, you understand.

There, we are outside of any philosophical or phylogenetic consideration, there is an event, no matter that it is in illusion, you must intervene on this event, of course, of course.

-Sister: And I'm fine.

There you go. No, no, that makes perfect sense. And besides, it's spontaneous, you don't think. Besides, for example, someone wants to commit suicide, he throws himself in the water or from a bridge, there's always someone who is there, if there are people, who will jump without thinking to go and save him. It's part of human nature, of what we might call the preservation of the species, but it's also a sign of solidarity, a sign of service, of help, you know.

So that's exactly what it was supposed to be, otherwise you would have arrived ten minutes later. That's right.

-Sister: And after the paramedics they were so insistent that I go to the hospital because they told me: you are going to be traumatized, you are going to be traumatized. I said no, no, I won't be traumatized, that's how it is, and now the same, maybe in a month, in a few weeks ...

There's no reason for you to be traumatized.

-Sister: None, no, I cut that.

But don't forget, it's this medical system that's all about fear. We talked about it yesterday in terms of diagnoses, strokes, any disease. Society, as a whole, operates on fear; without it, there would be no life insurance, no pension insurance, no car insurance, no home insurance, etc....

So, yes, you had the most appropriate behaviour.

-Sister: And what I can say is that, if I had not, if I had not followed, if I had not taken this path, it's very clear, very obvious to me, if I had not had all these instructions, all these insights, coming from you, from Abba, from OMA, from Bidi, I wouldn't know, I mean, it wouldn't have happened, it wouldn't have happened like that. It's, it really brought about this abandonment, this anchoring, this detachment that makes me here today. Because I was on the floor and I was thinking about the reunion here.
(Laughs)


-... Abba yesterday, Jean-Luc Ayoun, there, I can't miss that, "stie" (ostie - Quebec swearword) But that's it. So, I wanted to share that.
Thank you. Thank you.

(Applause)

You see, you animate satsangs better than I do!

(Laughs)

It's funny, because it prefigures a little bit what's going to happen at the Agape International Summit, where I won't be at the forefront at all, I'm going to play the articulator between the different speakers. I will intervene at the end, simply for an Agape resonance, especially public, there will be twenty thousand of us.

But there are fewer of us now, my aim is no longer to teach, I'm not teaching anything, I'm done with all that. I give what I have learnt as knowledge about crystals, mushrooms, but the aim is to share, to resonate with what we say and live each other. That's enough to live Agape.

As soon as you give a testimony, you free yourself and make others resonate with this same liberation. It's as simple as that today.

Who wants to come?

-Sister: So, I just want to share a little something that I experienced in 2012, because 2012 was an extremely important turning point in my life. And it is to follow up on what my friend Alain told me about the kundalini or the rise of kundalini that reaches the heart. But it's not always fun, a kundalini ascent. Then I experienced it, not the fun. I was told, afterwards, that it was a wild kundalini climb.

-So, at one point, I was cooking and all that, then suddenly, there was really something rising, and then I said oops, it seems I know that feeling, it seems I know that feeling, it seems I know that feeling, you know. It felt a bit weird, I said, let's see, what's going on here. I said, anyway, well, I'll go on. But all of a sudden, it comes back, it comes back. I'm not dreaming here. But I said, look, I'm on my feet, and then this whole thing comes together. What's going on? It's just that I noticed that it's like it's transformed, and then I felt that it was like orgasms, little orgasms coming up.

-But it didn't stop there. It kept going up all the time, then every day, then at some point, I would stop, then I would look at my boyfriend and he would say: What have you got there? I said: Nothing! It was going up and up and up. But I said, but I don't want to stay with it, it doesn't make sense, it doesn't stop. It kept going up, in the car, everywhere. I said, I'm going to go crazy with this. I'm going to go really crazy with this, it has to stop now.
Then I was on the internet and I was looking for people who could help me. Then finally, I couldn't find anyone, so I said, my God, I'm going to the hospital.

(Laughs)

-...so that's when I went to the hospital. The doctor said: Yes? Well, I said: It's because I've got something going up there. It's going up, it's going up, it's going to my head. I'm losing my mind, my head is going backwards. Hey, God. It's like he says: Yes, but describe it to me, what is it? Is it a heat? I said: No, it's not a heat, it's like, I said, I don't know, it's like a steam. But it's like, I didn't want to tell her it was orgasms, you know?

(Laughs)

-At some point, orgasm 12 times a day, you know.

( Laughs)

-...and that's when I told him, and that's when he said, "I'm going to give you some tests.

(Laughs)

-...I'm taking exams, and then he says: "My poor lady, there's absolutely nothing. I'm not able to see what's there. I said: Don't leave me like this!

(Laughs)

-...I said, yes it's annoying, it's going up, it's going up, it's going up. It's tiring, it exhausts me, it excites me. He says, I can't do anything, he says there, I have absolutely no idea what I can do for you. Finally, I contacted someone who has written a book on kundalini. André Riviera, I don't know if you know him, a European. And then he helped me, he really helped me to, you know, in my path, because I think I was really, really too much in the study, then in the writing, then in the books, in the, you know, I was really stuck in there.

-So I said, I've got to find a way out of this. And then he helped me. But what happened, among other things, was that one night. I knew Omraam, I knew him, personally but during his lifetime, because I went to the [...], I arrived, I went to the sunset with him and all that.

-Then one night, I said come and help me, because I can't get through this, it's really tiring, it's not, you'd think it's fun. An orgasm with your partner is fun, but when it's repeated, it's really not fun. And then OMA came along. And then, one night. And I really saw him, he was really above me and I heard him, with an extremely cavernous voice. It was really, really hollow right there. And then he spoke, he made sounds. I don't know what the sounds were exactly. Now, I can tell you that there wasn't a hole in my body where the Light wasn't coming out that way.

(Laughter)

-It was coming out. It was amazing. There was a pause and then it started again, then my body, the physical body, it was shaking. I felt really feverish and then he left. Then the next morning, I was stuck in my mattress, I wasn't able to move, I had both arms like this, I was really there, like, you know, crushed, no longer able to move. It took me a while and then after that I got up and it was over.

(Ah, Ah!)

-No more doctor, no more nothing.

(Laughs)

-It makes me want to share it because there are times when people might think, you know, that kundalini rises, it's not always... I think you have to be careful. It's not always obvious, it's not always a joy that rises, that reaches the heart.

The rise of the kundalini is not joy, it is rather very frightening.

-Sister: It was very frightening. I was really scared. Then on top of that, that at one point I read on the internet that there was a woman who committed suicide because she had a hundred orgasms a day.

(Laughs)

-But then I said, I'm leaving now. That's where I'm going. That doesn't make sense.

You surrender anyway, you spend your life looking for that when you're young, and that's not...

-Sister: Ow! That wasn't... no, that was a nightmare, that was a nightmare, that was a real nightmare. So, it's possible that some people who listen to us are going through it. We can get through it, we ask OMA. He's the best doctor.

(Laughs)

The anecdote is that indeed, as you say, it happened in 2012 when there was the rise of the life wave, it was from the month of March, we also had that in (...) when I was doing the internships, there was a sister who, in the morning, she couldn't take it anymore, she had lived ten, fifteen orgasms at night, without saying anything, without asking for anything.

Thank you, thank you.

(Applause)

In the dynamic that has occurred on the energetic and vibratory level since 1984, you have to understand that you have the mystique in all yogas, kundalini yoga, you have people talking about it. I had the opportunity to meet men and women who had experienced the awakening of kundalini, they were not really in joy.

The big difference is that, since 1984, as we used to say, the Holy Spirit came down, the Light by ultra violet radiation came down, it was the opening of the chakras from above, that the middle channel of the spine was covered with adamantine particles, since it became the channel of the ether, not only the Shushumna, and this was needed as preparation before the kundalini rose to lead the energy to the heart and head, but accompanied by the true Light.

Because the awakening of the kundalini on its own, without having received the Light that came down, you know very well how that translates, at that moment, there is an archontic possession. All the people who are clairvoyant, me at the time, all these brothers and sisters who had experienced wild awakenings of the kundalini as they say, without asking for anything, even before the celestial wedding, in the 80's, these people all had a magnificent archon on their back, they were possessed.

The awakening of the kundalini without descent of the Holy Spirit before, it is not the true Light that rises, it is the luciferian light. That is why it could not be triggered a liberation of the Earth, that it had to follow a very particular process, a resynthesis of the plan of eternity, it was first necessary to release the wave of life, that is to say the information of the crystalline core of the Earth, because at that time it was the wave of life which was rising, and not the kundalini alone.

So you can well imagine that if there had not been all this protection, all this dynamic of descent of the Light, of contact with the crystalline nucleus, one would have been carried away at the moment of the event in the illusion, by precisely this fire of the kundalini, but which was not fecundated by the true Light.

The awakening of the kundalini by itself, there were special circumstances, that is to say, there is the wave of life, of course, but the awakening of the wild kundalini which is sought in certain forms of yoga is dramatic. It's dramatic because it brings up what is called false light.

Of course, it is linked to the wave of life, it is linked to the Love that was going to manifest itself afterwards, so it is completely coherent, all this preparation that took place, the script at the end of the creation, required a certain number of prerequisites, which were to have a sufficient number of brothers and sisters, some of whom have been prepared for much longer than 1984, long before, to ensure that this passage of Nibiru, which is cyclical, does not just allow for a re-enclosure.

It was necessary that the information of pure Light, the radiation of the ultraviolet, the radiation of the Holy Spirit and the radiation of Sirius, of course original, impact a sufficient number of human beings, to activate what were called the stars, the new bodies, to be sure that the mechanism that was called at the time of the ascension, of the dimensional translation, is not polluted or deviated by the false light.

That was the whole function, if you will, of this descent of Light, of the activation of the body of eternity, of the stars, of the gates, of the wave of life, of the Marian channel that has, through the descent of the Holy Spirit, as I said, lined the middle channel, the channel of the ether, to avoid that this fire of the serpent as it is called, which is a vital fire, it is not a vibratory fire, that this vital fire be drained, channeled, coated, by the igneous fire of the Spirit, to avoid precisely a new confinement.

At the time, we didn't know that it was the end of the creation myth, of course, no one did, but it was something that was important, the vibratory aspect, precisely to allow you to avoid the astral light, that you are well placed to know with Bernard of Montreal and all that, don't take the path of illusion, the path of a dream, or a nightmare, because I remind you anyway, Steiner had talked about it, that it was foreseen in the Illuminatis plans, the bad boys, to lock up consciousness, no longer in a biological body, but in electronic circuits. This is called transhumanism.

You have young people today, unfortunately, who think only one thing, and that is that they want to go into machines, they want to become a machine so as not to suffer, so as not to be in a body. That was the objective, Steiner described it perfectly. It was then the descent of consciousness, no longer in 3D but in 2D, and that's it.

It's over, we would be ad vitam aeternam of the electronic circuits, wandering in electronic circuits. We're already wandering in an artificial matrix, but you can imagine that there is still a certain freedom of movement, so to speak, it wouldn't have been the case at all, if we had stayed in the video game, we would have become electronic circuits, the consciousness would have been trapped in these binary circuits.

You now have a posteriori the perfect explanation as to why there was this preparation, why it lasted so long, and still 95 it's not from today, and why it's still going on today. And as I say every day, let us bless every day that we live, because the more time passes, the more mature we will be, and we will have no difficulty, as I have had the opportunity to say.

Those who live even the Presence only, at the moment of the white paradise, well we will all notice that it is the only Truth what. That all these worlds, these forms, these landscapes, these struggles, these sufferings were only a dream, really and concretely, and that they were going to become a total nightmare.

Everything was written, I said it and I repeat it at the initial moment of creation. It was the only way to let the dream program of the genetician great mothers come true. There is the creation of all dimensions, the experience of the projection of consciousness, the very creation of consciousness, we had to be sure, because obviously for those who did not participate in the dream of creation, it was obvious that it was going to end, as we say in French, in a phenomenal cul-de-sac.

And that's why everything had to be written down in the initial moment, that's why I keep telling you that it's a video game, a theatre scene, as Bidi said, and that everything was written down, we had to go through it again, go through it, live it, which we did.

We are, when I say we are the event, we are those we are waiting for, but we are also those of all dimensions, the archons, the Source, Metatron. Wait, let us not conceive any, neither superiority nor elevation, but it is instead a very great humility to carry all creation.

It is in us, in totality, as much Yaldabaoth, as God, as the saints, as the worst of assassins, it is the strict Truth.

It is the perfection of the Light, it is not the perfection of a being, it is the perfection of the Light itself, when it is emanated for the first time from the great Void, the great Silence, the Beatitude of the Ultimate Abode.

Everything has been written perfectly. It is in this sense that acceptance takes all its meaning, what you live, is exactly what you must live, whether you want it or not, it is really the Truth, it is not my own truth, it is the Absolute Truth in the sense that Anaël spoke of it, there is no other, everything else passes as we say.

And we are incredibly fortunate that it is taking shape through this bag of meat or this temple, you call it what you like, it is a gift, a restitution more exactly, but I like the term gift anyway, it is an incredible gift, because you can see that all the testimonies we have today, yesterday, in the preceding points, There is such a resonance between all of us, not only in Quebec, but throughout the world, that, of course, when the Truth is discovered, as Nisargadatta was saying, the search for the Truth is going to be something very dangerous because it's going to end the world.

Yes, he was totally right, totally right.

We have dreamed everything, we have lived everything, now it is time to remember, to remember who we are, before any form, any story, any character, any scenario, and it is a great Freedom, it is a great Joy, even through, as our sister said earlier, incredible suffering.

The goal was indeed to find each other. And rest assured that the more you say that you do not understand, the more you say that "I am not in the right place", you are assured that you are really in the right place. It's not a punishment, it's not a retribution, it's a circumstance, it's preconditions that were necessary for you.

From there, in that acceptance, you can only see that everything that was in the way, is literally consumed, whether it is by the fire of suffering, whether it is by the fire of life, whether it is by anger, whatever, it does not matter. Accept that, and that is the end of suffering. Accept that, and it is the end of wandering, it is the end of the quest, of course.

After life goes on. But it is not seen and lived the same way. That is why I tell you, let us take advantage of each day that is offered to us in this illusion, in this dream, or in this nightmare, to sit this Truth. It sits by itself besides, this Intelligence of the Light which is total perfection, which we are, since we are the first emanation of the Light.

The loop is closed, everything is accomplished, it has been said over and over again, the event is in progress, it is evident, so much so that now, I do not know how it is going in Quebec, but in France, the collapse, the end of humanity is recorded in the official media, in the most famous newspapers, we hear about it all the time, not a day goes by without someone telling us about the collapse.

So, of course, afterwards the postures are different. There are the collapsologists, so they will work on the after, they think there is an after. You have, even in companies, what is called disruption, disruption or the economic model, rest assured, even the biggest bosses, the biggest predators know that the model is finished.

So evidently in their minds, you have to find another way to continue, because they are, as always, considering a continuation. Consciousness cannot envisage that there is no continuation, whatever the position. But that is not serious, the information of the extinction of the 1920s, we hear about it all over Europe, every day, every day.

Black holes that have reabsorbed from the galaxies, the black hole that is at the centre of the Milky Way, which defies all laws, because mass, think, until now it was calculated that the mass of a black hole could not be greater than fifteen times the mass of our solar system.

Now, the black hole which is at the centre of our Milky Way, of our galaxy, is I do not know how many times the mass of the solar system. And then we begin to discover that the black hole is indeed the current observation, sometimes it ejects planets into the site of creation. Although these are things that happened billions of years ago, since it is billions of light years away.

But astrophysical, climatic, planetary, geophysical data no longer enter, as we say, it is not global warming that is linked to the Earth, it is the fire of Love, that is the White Light, the white paradise.

Everything that Seretti had said before the celestial wedding, I remember at the time I had been burned on the forums, there were Seretti's channellings long before the celestial weddings, which described in a purely mechanical way the process of the transformation of our Sun into a red giant, the reabsorption into the solar protosphere of Mercury, that is exactly what is happening. At the time, it was insane, it was insane to have beings saying such things. But it was the Truth.

So the script, the scenario was revealed as we went along, lived as we went along, until we resonate now, because the encounters at the end, it is the opportunity to resonate together, to share this great Joy, this great Silence, this great Void, in all possible ways.

Your testimonies are as important, even more important now, of your lived experiences, than what OMA can tell, or what I can tell, of course.

Who else wants to come?

-Sister: Jean-Luc, there are fifteen minutes left.

-Sister: I just found, I just found a nickname for my heart right now, IBA (It's beating).

(Laughter and applause)

-Abba, it's beating hard. Just a little testimony like that, since I'm not used to talking in front of a lot of people. A happy little testimony. For me, it happens mostly in nature. It's so beautiful, I'm very, very much in contact with nature. I'm used to meeting deer in the woods.

-It's been several years now, at least seven or eight years. Then, well, there's one in there who knows me. She's a mother deer with babies, she comes in, she comes in the summer with her babies. All right, well... And then, she's used to it, she comes along my path into the underbrush. Then after that, we meet from time to time, when I see her I say: Ah, hello! You know, she doesn't leave. She stays there and then she stays in the undergrowth, settles down a bit. One day, I left the house to go to the henhouse and then I left in a hurry. I was running.

-Then, at the same time, she was in my yard, we hadn't seen each other, we made like the jump. We saw each other, then she made a real jump, then she ran out. And then I said: Hey, hey, stop it! I don't know if you've ever seen a deer that puts the breaks, but she put the breaks. She stopped running, she heard my voice in the background. Then she's 20 feet away from me, she was really 20 feet away. It was so beautiful to see when she put on the breaks, I couldn't believe it. She turned around, and then I kept talking to her. I said: It's me, hi, sorry if I made you jump. That's it, she looked at me, then I spoke to her, you're beautiful, you know, then I saw her even closer, I was like twenty feet away.

-And then, at some point, she started eating in front of me. She didn't run, so I just kept doing what I had to do in the back, that's all. We kind of tamed each other a little bit like that. We looked at each other and then it was a nice exchange.
Thank you, thank you.

(Applause)

We have 11 minutes left.

Now, look, I suggest that we stop now, get some fresh air, smoke a cigarette and prepare a meal. We'll start again, I remind you, with, at two o'clock, with Eynolwaden, where Louis' place is reserved for him here.

Don't worry, there are no questions, there's nothing, it's just to be in, not in the radiation, but in the presence of Eynolwaden. All right?

All right, well listen, see you later, I mean, we won't leave each other.

Thank you. Thank you.


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Through Jean Luc Ayoun
Les Transformations.

Transcription from French: https://www.facebook.com/Transcriptionsfr-784909108558566/
English revised translation. LMF
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